Bren Ryder

Writing for a blog that’s all about me isn’t easy. The last thing I want to do is write, “sorry I haven’t written, I’ve been really busy”. That’s the worst excuse, in my opinion. If you’re going to write a blog then you write a blog - everyone’s life is busy. Now that I work on my porn business full time I have a lot more time to get work like this done, but, as usual, it’s slow going. I’m not sure if that has more to do with my priorities or if I’m just lazy. I try not to consider myself lazy, but…

A larger problem that I’m encountering with maintaining a blog about myself is that I have a hard time believing that what I have to say is interesting to anyone. To regularly add content about my process in growing my business and working and earning money and finding inner peace and blah blah blah means to write about things that I think might be quite boring.

I love to come up with interesting articles and “how-to” posts and really put some thought into it and carve out a piece of work that means something to me. Those kinds of posts are created much more sparingly than these kinds of posts. I’d really like this website to ultimately be a wonderful resource for future independent pornographers or at the very least a tale of a woman who started from nothing and grew a business into a successful influential phenomenon.

These things take time.  For now, here’s an update:

• I paid for my rent on my VISA
• I have over $2500 overdue from various sources
• I have a new scene booked for September between a beautiful couple
• My neck hurts from sitting in front of the computer too much
• I haven’t done my accounting in months
• My new work-from-home arrangement allows me to get to the gym every morning
• I’m blissfully in love with my life!

Blogging is a great way to communicate and to hone your writing skills and its importance is slowing creeping up higher and higher on my priority list. Perhaps one day I’ll figure out how to articulate this process in a way that I actually consider interesting. Thanks for reading this meandering musing.