Bren Ryder

So, today I film another scene with myself as the co-star. As far as porn scenes go this one shouldn’t be too difficult.

My mission: To make out with a hot woman. No sex, just hot and heavy kissing.

I have chosen to accept my mission, but I have to admit, I’m nervous. I always get nervous before a shoot, even if I’m behind the camera. I want it to go well. I want it to look hot. I want people to like it. As the one behind the camera, I worry about doing a good job, but as the “performer”, I’m extra worried. Although, when I’m preparing myself to have sex on camera I get terrified. Today, I’m nervous.

My co-star and I don’t really know each other very well. She’s new to the whole porn thing and we’ve never kissed each other before. I was going to have a make out rehearsal just to make sure we kissed well together. But, scheduling is always a challenge so I just figured, “let’s capture our first kiss on camera”. So, that’s what we’re going to do.

We’re going to take it slow, chat a bit, have a glass of wine and let the sexual tension build a bit while we move towards the inevitable. Personally, I’m naturally shy and have a tendency to blush, so I’ll try to embrace that side of myself and let it feed into the energy. For this scene I’m really hoping to capture the energy. There won’t be any fleshy close-ups (except of our faces, I suppose) so the visuals will be more subtle. This is where the energy is meant to come in.

I’ll be working with a new camera operator, who I have full confidence in. My co-star is smokin’ hot and I love to kiss. Sounds like a great way to spend the evening. Soft-core queer porn, here we come.